I am in Brest now. The boat project has been suspended for now. Tie is going to hit the road tomorrow unless something changes or we get him down to help us clean the Giumm`s flat. He feels like leaving immediately though and we are okay with that. Lazy Chinese people. He left today already and left us with the boat clean up but took him too long to get to Brest from St. Pabu (30 km) to carry on further south. He wants to visit Adele in Toulouse I suppose and he is targeting Barcelona. Victor wants to go to Barcelona too, ASAP, to sort out some issues with his car. The car is on the Police station now and if Victor won`t pick it up soon he will loose it. What a hippie has a 7 grand euro worth car in Barcelona doing nothing and waiting? ;) Victor wants me to come with him and I also want to accompany him.
However...
However I have fallen in love and I am not sure if I want to leave so soon. I have a flight to Teneriffe in 1,5 week from Paris anyway so could stay a little while longer as well. My little joke referring to `no fixed plans` has come into reality in an unexpected moment as I have always expected. Her name is Fiona `Yes` she said `like the princess from Shrek` but she is way more beautiful and is a human permanently during both day and night. She is only 19 years old which I could not believe. She is amazing. She speaks very little English what is not uncommon in France, although, she has made a significant progress during a couple days of conversations. I am amazed to see that you can get so impressed by someone with so little of communication, without being able to sort of `judge` a person basing on a verbal expression.
Unconditional love?
She does NOT want to POSSESS me NOR CHANGE me. Does not want to have me for herself only. Wants me to be happy. She is okay if the little time we have shared together was all she would get from me and I leave. The time was beautiful and unique. She believes, same as I do, that we can love many people, even at the same time. She is only 19 years old and came to all these conclusions somehow...
It is hard for me now to describe the idea of love I am talking about. I think I have lost the moment for writing as I am craving for a coffee.
Just to say.  She is generally impressing me a lot. Very much. She is not only smart but very WISE. And I miss her even though I have not left the city and will see her tomorrow I guess/hope.
Great woman, great person, good girl (she calls me good boy). She is a sort of proof to me, a reassurement, that the unconditional love, the non-possessive love can exist not only in my philosophical conclusions. It is pure and it is good. It is still very young feeling and I am aware that I need to control my egoistic nature so it won`t turn into the old love I do not believe anymore. I should not try to collect this beautiful rose for myself, cut the uncomfortable thorns off, keep in a vase or a glass ball like the Little Prince did, and feed with water every day. This unique flower should be left to grow as she wants to. Without a glass protecting from the rains and winds of Brittany, from good and bad, from freedom and happiness which I enjoy so much myself.
I wish she could come with me on my possible trip to Teneriffe Rainbow but she can not due to studies and some social benefit thing she has to renew. I don`t know what to do as I do not want to stay in Brest any longer and she is the only real reason for me to think about such a thing. I am not even sure if she would like me to do so just for her. What is left, is to enjoy the last moments with her and hope she will not forget the funny hippie Polack and rejoin with him one day for the pure feeling of love.
Am I finally on the right path to understand what love really means? We shall see :)

Just posting a sample now. I am still in London at the moment. The entire visit here was not extraordinary looking from the perspective of my last one here. It was still precious and great, I'm very happy I have had a chance to meet few old friends who, to my great happiness, still felt like friends indeed. 'Still' might not be the correct word as it assumes that some day friendships will die off. Why would they? Few of them just ARE out there and it's enough to keep it up. At least I believe so and obviously I might be wrong. Life changes, people change, and finally and ultimately WE change.
Some people though, they seem to never change...
I like changes in my life. I think changes can change us. Same as the lack of them can also do.
Therefore lack of changes is a change as well. We all change. All the time.